Men.

Seriously? What the hell is up with guys. Why don't they just do what they say they are going to do. Also, I really dislike the fact that girls have been pinned with being so clingy when I've had to deal with the most clingiest men of all time. It absolutely goes both ways on that one. I currently have two human beings within my... circle? Relationship bubble...? Not sure what it is but whatever it is, it is. One of these two human beings I want out and they are just not taking the hint which is sad because I hate being mean. The other one I want in my bubble for forever and he is busy for the next week and I bet that if I don't text him that he won't text me.

If I follow the rules of "He's Just Not That Into You" then Human Being B doesn't like me [hence the lack of communication.] Sadly, Human Being B is an army man and has been described as the most boring person on the planet. I think he is fascinating and he makes me laugh. 

This isn't even why I decided to blog today. My real reason is to ask if normal people have external monologues as well as external dialogues. I hope so because sometimes I feel crazy, but it feels so right to say some things out loud instead of keeping it inside even if no one is listening. Right? I feel like I'm not alone in this. I guess in a way this blog is an external monologue. 

I wonder if someday some high school drama student will be crappily reading my blogs for a scene to be graded. I hope it never comes to this. It might. It's the future. ... or so I've heard. 

Have you ever been so impatient for something that you make yourself nauseous? I do this frequently actually... or I will get nervous or anxious about things and make myself sick. I think I am nervous for my Robotics team, there is a competition on the 29th of October called Girls Generation where the drive team can only be girls. I think they will do amazing, but we get $2,000 if we win so basically... we need to dominate this competition. I'm pretty confident in them... I think! 

Overall, today was a really good day. It was super rainy and I love when it rains like crazy.